It's Not Looking So Good, Guys...

So... this self imposed deadline of mine... is totally killing me.

It's like writing a paper, but worse, because it's self-imposed. My boyfriend keeps telling me it's my own fault--then he turns around and tells me that "I can do it." The schizo.



Anyway, I have to say, there are times when I feel like I'm catering to a whole bunch of teenagers and I tell myself that I need to move on with my life. I've done it all--scanslate, translate, create fan shrines, image databases, FanFiction databases... written FanFiction. For pete's sake, I've lived a good Anime/Manga-fanned life. Ok, I never cosplayed, but hey, good enough.

Guys, I'm 23. I'm writing a FanFic. Catering to a whole bunch of teenagers >.> Or well, that's what I imagine.

But, I don't feel bad. Not too bad.

When I started writing FanFiction, back in say, eight grade, I joined this wonderful community of--gasp--Sailor Moon FanFiction writers. They were brutal. Bloody brilliant, but completely brutal. I found out later that they were 22 to 30-year-olds, taking their time (probably avoiding their own college/grad student papers) to help me flush out my writing style. Huh, imagine that.





What the hell--

I'm here to write an update, not reminisce >.>





So... update... yea.

I guess what I'm here to say is... I've lied to anyone that's read this blog. Well, lied in a good-bad wall. The good is that I will update on Friday. The bad is that I've decided that I'm only going to publish half of what I wanted to... Remember how some of you guys were saying Chapter One was too long? Well, if I give you all of Chapter Two, it'll be over a hundred pages long--and as great as I think I am--uh, not--I don't think you guys would appreciate it very much if I didn't at least try to think about splitting it into two separate chapters.

S0, as I promised, you will be getting your Chapter Two. Or at least, half of it. And I'll have to force in a Chapter Two-Point-Five (or just name it Chapter Three). I personally don't feel like it's a complete update... but who wants to read one hundred pages of FanFiction? >.>

Am I being overly ambitious?

Heh. You think?

I also want to rewrite Chapter One. But I'll spare you guys.




=( My poor Skip Beat! co-Fans. I'm sorry I abuse you so...